I'm so in the mood to cry right now.
TT_TT

I can't seem to settle myself down at the table & just read & study my MGen properly.
not even for a few hours.

MGen-related stuff can't seem to be able to register themself into my puny brain.
feeling damn frustrated mann.
& woried.

worried about how my results will turn out to be.
:(

don't dare to think about my results mann.
seriously worried about clearing all my supp papers. :(

RARRRRRRRR!
stressed siaaaaaaaaaaa.
>:(

need to F-O-C-U-S!
God, heeeeeeeeeelp me. :(

I wanna clear every mod this semester!
don't wanna retake the whole module again!
damn sickening to do that luhhh.
urghhhhh!

do you feel the pressure building up within?

I wished that everyone has this ability to read ppl's minds
& know what's going on in each and everyone of us.

hahaha, just some random thought.
:)

Life & death - it's something that everyone will face eventually.
but what will each of us leave behind in this world?

went to a wake yesterday,
& it always never fails to remind me to treasure those around you before it's too late.

can't really do much to help
but I hope that he'll still remain strong for his family.

Changes
They're the only constant in life.
I hate changes, really terribly.
but sad to say, it's so true that it's forever happening in our lives.

don't like the process of making new friends
cos I'm superduper shy & quiet infront of someone I don't know. (yes! it's true mann!)
& it just makes the friend-making process so difficult & tiring for me.
I have to rack my brains & squeeze it dry to think of what to talk about.
it irritates me, alot.

but soon, I'll not just be having the need to make new friends
but also, having to be "separated" from the friends that I have now.
yeaaaa, it's not like I don't get to see them again.
But I won't be able to see them as often, & hang out with them that much anymore!
they're really an awesome bunch of friends that I wanna build an even stronger friendship with.
I really enjoyed their company alot & I'm definitely gonna miss those who'll not be in the same cell as me.
:(

I remembered crying buckets during my first multiplication in elyn's cell.
that's also the cell that I've been in for the longest period of time before we multiplied.
(probably almost 2 years?)

I cried tonnes & tonnes, with mixed emotions.
Happy, cos we're multiplying. Sad, cos I'm gonna miss alot of them.

been through another 2 multiplications since then.
& every of those multiplication never fail to make me cry like crazy.

hahaha, I'm probably a tad too emotional.

sighhhhs.
even right now, I can't bear the thought of parting into 2 different cells in another few weeks' time.
W452, I'll miss each & every of you cos you've all played a part in my life. (:

oh yeaaaaaaaa, I even dreamt about multiplication day itself few days ago!
but I can't remember who was in whose cell. hahahhaha.

alright, enough emo-ing.
It's time to spend even more time with one another & fellowship with one another more often!
heh. (:

it's time to move on...

just that one question,
but it mattered.